on 22july08

my dearest,
this is for my 4yrs besties.

thanks for all thing u gave in,
im nth to you, im not ur blood sis,
im not in a part of ur family,
im not ur relative.
but im ur 4yrs friend and
still counting on.
ur the one i will nvr regret
to met. u handle my lyfe
my love.u are jus my kakak.
i didnt regret wen im down in
my relationship. cos u always there
for me, being crazy, mad, childish, nice and swiit.
however i wants him back
u will say, he sure will be back soon.
when im tired of fighting
with him, u told me not to put it
in my mind, nvr against back,
jus be paitent.
when i want to meet u,
but u out wit ur friend.
but u manage to beep my fone
to ask me out the other day.
when u skooling, im bored that
i miss u also.
when our beloved sis
become a liar to us
u start to wash off ur hand
but u hope non of us will be lyke her.
u the one who teach me
being a nice person, when u know
im not in a good temper last 2yr.
u sort me out within 1yr. cos it hard for
you to sort me out easy when
im with my others friend in class.
even how tired i im,
i hope to meet u that days.
even do i had to go over to marsiling
to meet u guys with danni.
im shock to seen ur msg that
u treat danni as ur adik! thank .
how im down or up. u mange to clam
me down, when i was in a worst moment
beeing alone w/o him,
u online and talk to me.
when he been doing silly thing toward to me
u know, one day when he sort of happi
he will back to me.
yayah, there still got much more i
want to say to you.
i donknow how am i gonna thank
that what u had make a
impact to me, that a friend
are there for me.
i hope u will saw my post in
my blogger. do look at it.
when im out with you, i felt myself
be happii thn others.

my dearest nur hidaiyah•
ilove you most too(:

enough mean enough
i wanna stop fighting wit you.
it hurt still, some how
u will say abt me. i don wan!
stop it!!!

i love you.

haiizs,
todays jus wanted
to chat with you
even do i had no words
out frm my mouth.
cause im bored over again.
nth to do. i have not question to ask
not tings to say.
jus because i donknow wan
to talk about, u told me
if nth to say, you wanna
put down, dony wanna
waste ur hse bill,
nabei la!. say u wont hurt me again
but jus like to tell lie to me!!
thn what msg u,
didnt wanna kol me?? u should know
i cnt use my hse fone alreadii
ltr if i kol you, i didnt talk
u say me. i know i didnt kol
u before. cos do u let me know
where are u before? do u let me know
wat goin on with you? do you?
now i msg what u doing
didnt reply or kol,
can we stop fighting again!
i didnt rise my voice, i had no
motive to rise my voice.
i rise up cos, u didnt trust me at all
u accpt wat i am, are u for real?
the msg thru tat nite. if u hate
what i im, why u asked me to accpt back?
wen u was bored, u came to me
i there for you, thn her.
but what i get now?
i keep paitent for what u did,
i paitent u sound me, i paitent u hurt me
and etc.all becos of what, all i do because
i don wanna loose you,
u wanna hurt me back, cos
i hurt you? it should be
guy calling girl.
i don wanna fight,
cause u will wanna win
what u say.
biibii, don let me turn to a girl
that no one, hope to be.
i don wanna turn to a bad girl
i don wanna be lyk awin do. i don wan
baby, u know i still sayang you.

a boring day.

omg, seem that i have
nth to do, and finding
something to cover my bored.
hahs! im waiting for yayah
to msg me the blk, so
i can meet her up at there.
so for the main time
im bored aftr eating!!
haiiis, go out oso get scold
don go out, oso get scold
jus lik, im late home frm
meeting him, thn mom
scold me always late home
don come back, she mad lyk idiot
astleast i wanted to come back
home rite. ah, don tok
about tiis alrdii.
hmm, so jus come here
and blog my entry.
open my fwenter profile,
to listen song. and searching
things for me to do.
and so, my tag board will
be back too. hmm...
blur me ytd nite
deleted all the pic that was
taken on fri, was with yayah
and biibii at esp. haiizs
ask him to put at his laytop,
he didnt. haiizs. jus wait lo.
my fone spoil!!!! something wrong
aftr the pit days. cos
my fone get rain water. tat i let
it at the girls tent. and go to bath
haiizs. my poor fone!! it my
anniiversary fone!! now, onlii the
problem is i cnt listen my music
i have to go in to my
gallery thn so on to listen.haiizs
hmm, im farking bored la!!
dad come back, cos he sick. haiizs
how im i goin out ltr??

work

WeeHee.
gonna work on
friday, saturday, sunday, monday
others, im off. hees
if you in my shoes, u will
know how i felt when i was working
sometime been bz of customer
sometime boring, cos no customer.
standing to greet them, thn they jus
say hi or say just looking,
thn turn up. walk away. haiizs
boring!! my fwens and biibii
had start skool alreadii
donknow what to do next. hahs!
well. i don mind staying at home
seem that im ez-link card
is low again!! but at last
getto do something on
msn, fwenter, blogger, etc
working been wonderfull
w/o the fatty ass!
i hate her.
im not gonna post what happen
onlii those fwen i told
and my biibii, and my mom.
others. u may be knowing it by me
or just hack care..
i wanna buy heel shoes
not tat high.abite high can alreadii
i not gonna walk wit so many ich.
break my leg arhz. hahs
i know it prettie and swit. but
i had to take care my feet and leg ma.
hahahahs.
well, i miss those days i had wit
kakak eya and wawa.
and the pit we have.
if i had the right, i hope
to stop the time i wnats.
i love you all.
somehow, for my lil sis
i not gonna love her.
she too much.
i hope u turn back
and look for us, but it alright.
since the day, u lie to us and others
im gonna wash my hand off to you.

things i wanted to COMPLAIN.

it was about taxi driver
that we take just now.
it was soo the idiot driver
i ever met before. first time
in my life. he wanted to turn the car
he was like, turn slowly,
stop and turn again.
oh come on, it making
me wanted to vomite out
all my dinner foods,
stop the car at traffic light
also like wat lyk tat, can park
another car infront of us also can.
drive so slow, only get some money
frm the usual price.
stupid uncle!. give money also
so the dam slow.
uncle, come on larhzs
u not going to take
100bucks frm my mom ouhkies!
and it was last nite, to bath
haiizs. had to wait again.
hmm, 2moro wat to eat
so boring. 1hour break.
hope can sell more pairs
of shoes thn today.!! hahs!

pics pics!!

somehow i still cnt get
pic on kakak eya b'dae.
it fun and nice to have b'dae
dinner wit kakak eya, wawa
their cuz and etc.
_________________________________________
•finish work and rush down to amkhub
to meet them for dinner•

post.

new post coming up .
cos somehow
someone don seem to bother
to online and send me pic
even do, we had some thing
on about us.
well. foget it men.
it treating me in
a cool bloody ass.
bye. i will post it
wen i get those pic.
i love kakak eya!
i miss tat nite on her b'dae!
it been fun and peace.