SHE.HER.

Thursday, March 27, 2008

FREAKING BORED

hmm, dam bored, wen i cnt
even tok to u n msn u. lolls.
but, why should i care so much
about it leii. hmm. jus wait lorhzs
msg u, oso won reply wan wat.
i left few dollar in my fone aftr i
tranfre to ur fone. hmm.
so hard to life w/o money,
realli, wen i had pocket money
i can life w/o my own money
but now i cnt. i not skooling yet
few sux rite.. hmm, and hangout
wit fwen or boyfwen oso. no money
headach man. hmm, fwenter so sux
even desmond using my computer for
his fwenter, so i decide tat why don we
plan to go downstair the mama shop,
to rent for an hour. well, it $2.30
it cheap man. reallii. 15min $1.30
OMG.. i will come again wit my fwen
wen we free. hahas. if my computer still sux
hmm, aftr tat if so tired. i bak frm renting
computer. and desmond did follow me, as
we had a plan meeting my fwen out
but sudden cancel. hmm. he use my com,
and i sudden aslp. lolls. dam tired n bored
i wish i could go out larhzs. hmm
aftr tat i go eat my dinner, watch tv, and
OMG.. im bored alreadii.. man, it reallii
a big SUX of tiis feeling rite now olrite
and stress about money oso.
dam ass. nvrm, find someone to chat
hmm, well, i chatting wit azri few min ago la
hmm, and i refer to jiia edit pic tat i edit n
des did edit for her, but she heaven onliine..
hmm. well. im waiting him to kol lyk
waiting the sky drop, he did say today kol
but it hell, wen he did kol for 2min lyk tat,
well, if i could say, i will say, why don u no
need to kol me, know why, it sad wen ever
u kol thn put down in few min. and now
i had no idea, where are u, gosh
i won say tat, why u did kol
sure u say u kol thn i nth to say
wat the hack man..!!!
lyk u oso don wanna tok to me lyk tat
hmm, well. it realli sux to fight wit u
i oso lazy to fight, it jus make thing
burning lyk boiling water, wekk stop it
i don wanna say it . im jus freakin bored
and alone now..

Wednesday, March 26, 2008

4 KAMPONG KIDS WAS AT ESP

ON 25.march.08.

hmm, i was wake up at

12plus. and i wen to on

my com as usually happen.

aftr tat, i wen to toilet

thn i sit at my chair for

few min of starring at the com.

aftr ward. i starting tat im hungry

cos my grdma had cooked lunch

but im lazy to move on to my kitchen

room to take my lunch. so i use

my com awhile, and i msg yayah.

hmm, i miss her. through she havin

class chalet at changi, thrus she comin bak

hmm, and i wen to bath la, my bf did kol me

and i tok him to kol bak

so i take few min at bathroom. hahs
thn dry my hair, and sit infront of my

com and open my msn window.

and i msn my guy tat im done.

so we chat and chat and chat.

hmm. a had a msg again, and it frm

azmi, asked. today i free anot,

wanna meet him and faz
so i did say im free, can brin my guy

along, and they ok for it la, so i asked him

to reach khatib at 5 or 5.15, aftr tat we go to

marina square, azmi wanted to eat
LONG JOHN SILVER, i was think did he
always eat tat combo?? hahas

aftrr tat, we wen to esp to sit2, and

we did havin lame thing la

GIRLY MAN MAN MAN!!!

Kill her kill her. it a indo thriller

so the dam funni, was azmi had the

video at his new fone. omg.

we did see and laugh. and here

he had a ring tone of indian style

ring ring, would u pick up the telephone

we laughin all day long, aftr tat we go to

the rooftop ard 7plus, and my bf teach
azmi shuffle, and he get to know the basic
hahas, im a teacher for him. hahs

flooder!!they did make video of

their shuffle remix. hahs!!

after all their shuffle,

we take funnii pic. hahs!!

Sunday, March 23, 2008

Being a mama n gf

hmm,well last friday nite,
me and aween decided to
bring kids out,so she msg
her ex, tat she wanna bring
kiki out, and asked me to
bring my too, so wen my guy
kol me, thn i asked to bring dannii
out too, so it a kids outting on sat
and i had to leave at 4plus to work
so we did early wake up,
oh gosh, i cnt wait for few hours
at bed, thinking how fun it will be.
hahs. and guess wat, i cnt slp till
4plus or 5 i gone case alreadii
hahas, thn sat morning i wake
up by my dear kol me to wake up
7plus leii, so he asked wat time i
wanted to wake up, so i did say 8.15
or 8.30. but i don worry tat he
did kol to wake me up, cos
i had set my fone alarm last nite.
so it ring the song by No Air
[jordin spark ft chirs brown].
hmm so wake up done my thing
and i cooked noodle to eat larh.
thn i kol aween, and she jus wake up
thn she go bath thn wen she done she
msg me and i wen to her hse to
take a bag to use. so we wen off frm
her hse.so i kol my guy hse and fone
but no one pik up, so i know he slpin!!!
cos i say tat i will meet him at marsiling
to help dannii dress.but they SLPIN la
so i and aween wen to tampines to fetch
kiki out,she so cute and prettie look lyk
my fwen larhzs. thn wen he kol me
say tat dannii donwanna go, so i say
we go his hse la to fetch dannii
thn we reali his hse outside it make thing
done by a few min.thn we go novena.
thn i go take my pay $50 onlii sak
thn treats them eat, after tat we wen
to a shop kol COTTON ON, i brought
a thermal tank [white] for $12,
size shoulden tell olrite!!
thn lizzy top [black] for $15
and a pair of t-bar jellies[fluro pink]
it a slipper la. TOTAL COST IS
***36.95*** OMG!!!
i spend all my $50 in one day
hahs!!!tat why i say $50 for me
are not much at all. hahas,
depend on wat cost larhzs acturally

Friday, March 21, 2008

hmm, im dam bored.
and fwenter cnt use at all.
hmm, keep on disply tis wedsite
cnt disply. ouh gosh.
who can help me.hmm
i really wanna use fwenter larh
hmm.tat time msn tiis time
fwenter, nxt time wat,
internet spoil iszite, no man
hmm, sit at hm oso nth to do
2moro workin too. maybe work
same time as yayah.
buti don wanna see the bitch.
haiizs. i realli need my pay man
it been 1month heaven take
and here goin to be another month
waa, couple month man!. idoit
haiizs. i reallii wan my fwenter
bak to normall arhzs!
haiizs so sian lorhzs.

Thursday, March 20, 2008

hmm, tiis happen few days
ago of my working.
i know since ytd, my fwen
told me about tiis.guess wat
the BITCH, tok thing behind
me, damnit, dare to say why
don dare to say infront of me.
jus u dare larhzs! i oso nvr did
anything wrong ouhkies.
for detail, she say i PS her.
PS mean lyk, leave her alone
know why she say tat.
wen.it really makin me mad
i had to work in 9,march
SAT. and i sick on friday.
damit and she say i ps her.
BITCH u watch out arhzs
let me hear frm my ear.
u gonna get it frm me.
i had stand u frm the
first month of the nov
last yr!..u tink u so prettie ah
say so much about ur bf
timer u, u timer him bak.
he dump u, he clever arhzs.
some more u are the wan who say
those shoes box tat u take
PUT BAK UR OWNSELF. ouh realli
u kol me put bak ouhkies.
u say, dare to follow the rule larhzs
i somemore nvr say u put
christian song at the shop arhzs.
u bloody idoit bitch. don u dare say
bad thing to terence arhzs. NABEI!
and last sat and sun i nvr work
i oso can see through terence donwan
me to work arhzs. wanna fire me
jus say so larhzs. keep on wait.
wanna find other work oso cnt.
and u idoit manager hour $3, or
$3.20. u tink enough arhzs.
sorry if i cross my hand up larhzs
u don wan me to do i can, but it
my habbit wat. i cnt one day
change tat manner de marhzs.
i not so hate u arhzs u manger!
i more hate the BITCH arhzs.
she the one give atittude face
to costumer want, not me
and guess wat!!..
a costumer complain to
manager tat got a gurl,
servce not good at all,
give a BLACK face
tat time onlli me and
the BITCH, thn we know is
who larh, the VALERIE, idoit bitch
tiis time i paiseh u in the fone arhzs.
why leii, cos tiis happen
wen she kol my fone. to tok!..
so lame at nite reach hm frm
work kol me, u donwanna rest
i wanna rest arhzs.
so i tok her about tat complain
thn she say not me is her, cos
our face oso BLACK
even if my FACE are BLACK
i oso won let costumer know
want lorh, and yet is the costumer
say is a gurl wit long hair and
wear jacket! DUD, so the farmilar
to u reali, yarh it is,cos tat U,
bitch!...if don have me, i tiink more
complain arhzs, i not sayin myself
so the dam good olrite,
it a fact frm costumer tok ok
wenever costumer hurry her up
she rise up her voice to tok bak
omg...a lady look at me,
i oso donknow where to hide arh
and u idoit go and hug me
for wat!..so the disgusting lorhzs!
and i don even lyk ur hug
squzzing me lyk hell onlii!..
u dare to make me, arhzs
tat it. i gonna make bak u
jus u dare larhzs.
BITCH OF UNITED SQUARE BATA!!!

Wednesday, March 19, 2008

OH DEAR.. im scare,
wen havin thurder.
haiizyoyo..so loud,
and im scared..MOMMII
come bak now..hahas
well, it been few day
nvr wrote my story,
hmm, im fine rite now.
and lazy to upload larhzs.
hahs. hmm, i wanna buy
shirt, pant, and many
and i forget tat i had a
deal wit tiis small cuz.
i tok him tat, wen i get
my pay, i treat him eat
pizza hut. and tink bak,
i oso wanna use. but my
pay is dam fcukin sux..
idoit shit..why cnt u upgrade
my pay. damit asshole manger
somemore it not a easy job.
i had to work so hard to get
$30 in one day.. or less.
idoit shit rite.hmm.
and nowaday, fwenter
lookin lagging wan.
make me giler onlii..
haiiz. and now, jus hope
it still raining, but no thurder
im scare..

Sunday, March 16, 2008

Today is, 16.march.08
well, 8 more month.
hahas, is my stupid b'dae!!..
hmm. didnt celebrete since
sec 2, omg..hmm. watever olrite
hmm, today wake up at 10am.
i oso donknow why, so firstly i
switch on my com, so wen to toilet
thn aftr tat, i online my msn.. dam
it was a bored time, lucky i was
chatting at msn aftr tat. it raining
for about few mins. haiizs.
chat chat chat chat! dam tired
alreadii, so wen to take a nap.
hmm, my fone rang. it was my
fwen-desmond. asked wanted
to follow go cut hair. so i did go,
cos i wanted to cut short my
rihanna hair. hahas. $8 and it
take long time to finish cutting
omg!! and aftr tat i should be
waiting for my dad at northpoint
cos we decided to eat shushi, so i tok
him tat i wait for him aft i cuted
my lovely hair. BUT. i did forget olrite..
hmm, wen my fwen and i was inside the
bus reaching our home, and i
remember, so i those him tat
i meet my dad at northpoint!!!!..
omg, lucky he was jus at nxt blk of our hse
so i reached hm, and kol my dad tat,
i at home, he tok i nvr go out.hahas
yar, i go out and yet i did
forget our meeting, hahas
so he wen bak hm,
drove me to northpoint again
hahas, and eat and eat. dud
it ard $28.++, forget it and
it dam full, and aft tat we wen bak hm
~WeeHee~, a nice day. hahas
and my dad brought me a
starhub topup card, thank daddii=)
im a daddi gurl. hahahas.!!! that always
make him worst ard. hahas.
and yarh, desmond did msg me jus
now too, wanted if i want to go jogging
ard our blk. but my mom didnt allow
cuz of the mas selamat!!, U, i warn u ah
better keep ur ass out. u cnt hide forever!!
nonsense!!..

Saturday, March 15, 2008

well, i reallii donknow
i reallii haven really plan
i can be strong without him
but i cnt bare to leave him
it almost goin to be 2yr oso
well, i still love u. but will u
break my heart again. i really
donknow.once u break my heart
again. i gonna really bare
to leave u.no matter how
i still love u, or miss u.
oh yarh the ring is broken
or u don wan to wear.
the ring is still ok wat
and u make me throw
my ring away. why, why u
lyk to say tat. so wat u asked
me to ignore, u tink i can.
it make me feel lyk u plyin
my heart ard lyk a foolly gurl
to forgive u. why. did u really
love me. did u teasure it? DO U?
i wish u are. don let me sad
and hurtfull, i donwan to be
hurt anymore, i don wan u
to be murderer.

Friday, March 14, 2008

haiizs. im die.
i tok my grdma, i goin
to work. yarh rite, go work,
go dating thn really ah. hmm.
tok of meeting azmi and faz today
but, at the last he msg me,
tat they cnt make it, so it olrite.
i kol aween, asked wat time she
finish work, and she end at 11pm.
alamak!! now onlii wait for two
respond! know who, yayah and
my guy. well. i donknow should kol
him my guy or wat la, whatever olrite
haiizs. i had been msg him jus now
aftrnn. did reply. guess, he was
slpin ah. so now waiting for
yayah. i wanna go out. hmm.
im stress ah.

Thursday, March 13, 2008

What the hack.
funnii iszite. tok half
way frm fone, and u
asked for break, KNN!
say so much tiis break.
not olrite ouhkies!. wanna
break rite. ouhkies
not u break up wit me,
im break up wit U..
be carefull when crossing
the road. don get bang ah
u idiot. breaking of my heart
happii iszite, play my heart
say what jus lyk the malay song
he love her, but have to leave her
ouh yar, a song oso can be truth ah
so clever u ah, but u not for me.
u stupid!!! i didnt wanted to hurt
ur heart by breakin up wit u.
am how silly me. don break ur heart
omg. without u, i oso can find my happii
without u, i won mad lyk depress for u!
i won cry for u, when u nvr beside me.
when u wanna love me thn use me ah.
FINE ouhkies, FINE.
i don wanna cares so much
i wanna be wit my fwen.
i happii wen i wit thm.
say i useless gurlfwen ever i had rite
tat time u tok me in msg.
no man. im not. u are!!

Wednesday, March 12, 2008

hmm, well. i met my fwen
at yishun. dam. im wet!!
i nearly missed the bus
and i running to catch up
hopefully, my slipper nvr
make me slip. if not, pain
and malu. and im late.
but lucky im not.hahas
so we aboard the train to
bona visa. we went to apply
her Nlvl exam. omg it start
to rain again and again. haiizs
but we have been shellter all the way
and we meet my guy! dam long
ouhkies, he take 1hour to reach!!
so cold. and we aboard the take
tat he aboard. we went rafflecity
thn go esplande. my lover. hahas
we buy 2 pack cracker and we go
to the small shop outside the esp
buy waters and popcron. and here
come my fone rang. and i saw is
yayah. miss her so much. hmm
so i kol her frm aween kol.
she goin down to bata, to meet
val.hmm. tok of askin her
come down. thn she goin down
to bata. haiizs. so nvrm la.
we eat and eat. after that.
we take pic wit some funni pic
hahas. after tat rain again
haiizs.

Tuesday, March 11, 2008

awell, im gonna meet my
dear gurlfwen out for
30 more mins. She gonna
finish her lesson soon.
WeeHee. hahas, well.
Azmi acturally wanted to
meet me up today too,
since ytd nite, he msn me.
if im free for today. so i say
im booked btw aween today
my dear. what wrong wit u
so he told me tat. the gurl that
wanted to meet. nvr respond
his msg, oh dear!!..could be bz
olrite.. meet u some dae ouhkies.
Promised ouhkies.
hmm. im bored too..sitting here
nth to do. i go and do my
nail. colour wit Glossy Peachy Pink
hahs. dam nonsence.
well. i donknow what to wear
for todae man.
that all for today,
continue if still have

Sunday, March 9, 2008

my love was so damn
complicated olrite.
why treating me in
tiis way. i cnt handle
so properlly.
pls don tell me
so much of that word
i donwanna break baby
i jus wanna lay in ur arm.
and koling u my baby.
it waste to let u go hunniie
it bein almost 2yr olrite
i still keepin it in my heart
but why. break thn patch.
isnt a stupid way,
i just don wanna hear
that word. im tired of it.
im swear.
baby, don break my heart
im fcuking tired olrite.
i still love u much.

Saturday, March 8, 2008

oh gosh,
im sick since
thurs nite, my body
was burning at nite
till friday, im not so well
but i still can go out,
hahs. funnii me, sick still
can go out. firstly i wen to
meet my bf at wld.
aftr tat my fwen kol,
to wanted to meet and go
tp esp and bring him along,
and meet my two fwen
at the esp rooftop.
so i wanted to go.
few min wen we put
down the phone,
i start not so well, jus
wanted to rest. but
i had meet my fwen
so i fight for myself to be
stronght. but ting happen
acturally, he asked to break
so i didnt wanted to care
cos, it be many time asked
to break, so i jus tok to my fwen
about what i want in my future
she acturally, wanted to
say sorry to me, tat
she open a topic about a gurl,
that relate to my guy.
but i tok her, it isnt her fualt
to make us break. u are jus
tellin the fact, my dear gurl
i won hate u, tat wat i say to u
i used to love ppl thn hate ppl
rite?, so it olrite. it between
her n him. if she wanted to
fight to get him frm me,
what i can say is, it his choice
to figure it out , tat whic gurl,
he wanted to be. and for my lyfe,
i cnt bare to see him go olrite.
if she wanted to bother my lyfe.
i will always welcome her,
and ask her don regret.
he my guy, i love him lot
frm the day he step to my lyfe.
i wish he will be wit me
till death make us apart.
if she keep on doing those
thing toward him, what for.
if someone don even love her.
i keep on tink it olrite, but
i cnt handle all tat what she wanted
to do for him, let tok to each other
if she wanted him bak.
hurts it can be me, to see my guy off
but if tiis make each other olrite, i don mind
but did he love her?? i donknow
and i donknow whic telling lie my gurl
hear frm her and him,
we do mess up our mind.
but, u alway there for me,
u guy really my truth fwen
always be there for me.
wen i sad, u be the one to listen
always. u know me more thn other,
cos wen wat happen i tok u
u jus lyk my sis, really.
everytime jus lyk to have fun wit
u guys, i really miss tat pit it
realli enjoy wit u guy, so hope we can
over stay. hmm,
thanks alot my fwens=)
i treasure our fwens love always

Thursday, March 6, 2008

Im dam farkin sad
olrite!, i should had
put tiis thing down,
and lookin forward.
you jus don understand
what i mean, guy are
suppose to support
a family wen married
alreadii what, who gurl
won want. if i pay all the
bill, thn u don use my thing la,
tat what opposite side way
u say to me olrite, if u need money
thn i help u pay lar,
but not laying of me to
support the family what.
mom support cos,
dad not there.
but for my family,
dad pay. dad even give
money to mom, to spend
and takin cares of me.
i don wanna end up
jus lyk my aunty.
i donwan. i still wanted to
be with u, cos i wanted u
to prove. didnt u
wanted to prove to dad.
where are those word
u promised me. now u have no
money i don mind.
but i don gonna live wit a
family without money jus
lyk now. i want u to be a
good husband, cnt i be
happy of tat. u won get hurt
but i will get hurt.
i donwan ppl to look down
on u. i really donknow!
really, i really love u.
but what i get. i donwan
to be alone. i wan u to be
with me. i wan ppl see
tat my bf/ husband
is not a useless guy ever.
i wanna live w/o judging my lyfe
i wanna be happii.
but where can i get my
happii with u??

Wednesday, March 5, 2008

here in go today again.
he put me down, n say
it was a joke tat he tok me just now
tat time say u wanna break
becos u love me. HAHAHAs
what a joke tat u tok me,
felt so idiot to fell in
ur deep trap!, and now
what, u don love me,
but cos u wanted me to
company u onlii, and guess
what i felt, I HATE U
when u hurt me lyk tiis
im mad and sad, so.
why cnt i. u make me
upset lyk tiis, and u wanna
angry of im sad n mad.
i can take any joke u wanna
but not plyin our relationship
understand!...
once u hurt me again n again.
there no more many again,
cos u let me learn my lesson
and i gonna be stronger than that
once u give me tiis feelin
i will try my way to avoid it.

hm. today was a rainy
and windy day.
felt so refresh of it.
and so i farking boring
hmm, where my syg goes.
i miss u so much.
donknow u still sick anot
haiizs, jus watch a movie
and u get cold so easy,
my poor hunniie bunniie,
i oso wanna watch ah long la
hunniie! lolls, hm.
but too bad, no money oh.
reach home msg me or kol
me olrite. i been waiting for
ur reply oh.(:
hmm, keep listening to song
oso donknow wat else to do.
it really a dam boring ah,
not windy alreadii.
somebody chat with me!
im farking bored over here
till here again!

Tuesday, March 4, 2008

today was a
some kind of shopping
day. Firstly i asked
for part time job at
bishan, BATA.
he given me a book
to note my name and
address on it, so i do
write my fwen and
my boifwen also.
but i write my fulltime.
hmm, donknow wen
i get the detail. i want my
boifwen work. if not ltr
he no money again.
ouhkies. so it done of tat
and we both went to say
ah long. but it seem 6plus
start the show, and i wanted
to watch THE LEAP YEARS,
damn best show i seen..
was toking about a gurl lyfe of
the day of feb.29 of her b;dae
she had a porimise with a guy, tat
meet on every feb.29 same time
and same place. what a love mean
hahas. and yarh. something
recorded me of ytd.
ytd, i meet my two classmate.
we was sitting on the playground there
the yishun safra. and here comes few guy
was seemly younger thm us olrite.
and here a guy came to me.
and say. my fwen wanted her number.
he was tokin to my fwen, but was
refering to me.so she asked why
he asked it, and tink how old
we are, he say make fwen, and we was 18 ba!
omg, it was my 3rd time ouhkies,
tat ppl bein asking for my number
and sorry if i dont accept it larh,
lyk want to fight lyk tat, pls la.
it some kind of stupid and lame thing
u doing ouhkies! NB. keep on see2
i dig ur eye out and go sell lollipop eh.
firstly was at train, 2nd was at my fwen blk
3rd. was at yishun safra, playground.
haiizs.. still remember the 1st wan
making me laugh all the way after bak frm work
hahas. sorri if i cnt give u guy
my number olrite, tink why u want it
olrite. Haiiz, my boiifwen sick2
i oso donknow what happen, came bak hm,
thn he tok me tat he cold, and getting sick too
haiiz, love u my swiitheart boiifwen(:

Monday, March 3, 2008

Yeah.
I finakky get my new
blogger acc alreadii.
Hehes. (:
Thankz to Leona
and Azuel. Thankz
so much olrite.
i will update story
when something
in my mind to say olrite.
and I will tell in my
fwenter profile when i
uploaded about it ouhkies.
till here first

Story will be continue
FINA