my dear friend.

ouhkies. it not really
good to talk about you at here.
while, u been a great friend we have.
but since the day, u with izad
everything frm u had changed.
seriouslly, it sux!!
didnt wanted to contact us,
didnt want to reply our msg.
fuck la, when u end up in a saddnes
stage, u came to us, and we do advice
to you, and now what up. ignore us??
that time hidaiyah and reduwan meeting us
after we off frm work and u do tell me that
u told ur boiifwen, tat u will be with us
after work, and what reason to told
to hidaiyah?? say u need to meet
aka iqah to take ur things?? so cnt meet.
how many time u been tell
lies to us, HOW MANY TIME!!
i hate u, been so idiot!ur my lovely girlfriend
i had, thru i was in a bad mood and so on.
whe u wanna g out, asked m to company you
i really, did go out with you,
when you need help i try to help
need ppl listen ur story, u kol me at
night to talk ur sad thing.
i really dont mind gurl,
but what you did to us. u tell me.
it make some of our friend leave a
bad memorise u know?? don tell me
u dont care, cause now u be with ur bf
more thn us alreadii.
seriouslly shit!
todays i saw u at working
i kol you, and yet u jus look at me and
punch ur card and go.
fark you la. thn go eat didnt
want to find me, had new friend
throw away ur 4yrs besties?? come on
today i saw u, i didnt want to
come to you. finish work, saw u at canten
i jus look at other side.
why i did tiis sia. u been making us
so mad of all things that you done to us
when the saddnes day come
don come and look for us!.

This few days.
[im not gonna write in proper words,
im sux in typing it. dont understand
step aside, it my blogger.]

well, taken off for 3days.
im not sick, but i mad.
cause i been having fun
in thiis 3days, have pit with
my secondary school classmate
and with my ex, and few others
friend. it was set by my friend, azmi
im her to thank you for open
pit for us. im too happy at there.
with you guys was my fav times!!
i love you guys. have our pit at
east coast, pit at E49
and some sleep for the first days,
some ton for hanging ard. damn!!
i cnt. cause i use to sleep early near 12
i didnt know what time, cause didnt wear watch
and my off no battery.''alamak''
so i slp with my ex one tent, cause
my friend bring their boyfriend, so
i had to sleep at my ex tent.
it a windy nite sak!!!
wake up at 8plus i think so.
thn for few hours, it start to rain again
and and my fone did spoil for the first day
cause it raining, thn those gurls closing the guy
tent first thn our gurls tent!! it okay.
my fone seem to be repair la.
camera cnt take press. others ouhkies
haiizs. boring!!!!...
the nxt day, the ranger came
cause we didnt book the nxt days
so we had to move frm E49 to C4
what the fuck they telling as to move
a dam long distance!! finally we reach
D. thn stop to buy drink, go toilet, bath
we my fwen bath tiis uncle i donknow why
we tok he mad. but we listen what he say
and we know what happen. it really
making us to support the old uncle for
scolding them. he keep scolding fuck ur mother, fuck you, etc.
cause he wanted to rest on the sit, but the ranger dont
let him to rest. what the reason of not letting
ppl resting sia!!! what the hack tiis ranger doing man!!.
but nvrm. we carry on our walking.
walk and walk and stop and sit2 makan, slp. take pic
and ard 6plus or what. i cnt rmber the time
we was at the macdonlad infront .
buying nugget to eat. omg!! itch mouth. hahas
thn we open our tent at the beach there.
thn start to do our things
but some of my friend had to go home
so onlii left 2 tent.tiis time
all ppl slp. till 4am!!!
stupid 2 indian gurl, been talking so loudly
say about the sis boyfriend and blah blah blah blah blah...
we was like fuck you, cnt u see all ppl here are slping
and two here drinking alochol an scolding each other!!
early in the morning came here jus want
to talk about ppl things. go away la. disturb us
omg!! and stopped awhile we tok they
stop talking, and we finally can go to slp.
and sudden they scold again. omg!!
wake up go mac wash my face and all
come back, awhile we pack thing to go home.
well. it a wonderfull lyfe time!!.
i miss tiis feeling again
oh gosh..

new pic.

alright people out there,
i didnt say my eng is good!
it sucks, i know.but i dont understand,
why are you guys so bothered by it?
i didnt say your eng sucks or whatever.
speak out if youve got something to say about my english.
ouhkies, rather thn talkin about me.

For my loved ones.

well, things has happened to me and you,
and no ones gonna solve it.it up to you olrite.
since ur have gf i won carry on hoping.im gonna work,
and study if i get to skool. the truth is,
im not wishing u to come bak i admite i wanted you back
and waited for u,but hey,
i gonna move on and stay away from you.
im gonna prove to myself i can stay happi w/o you. yes,
ill live w/o you reduwan! ur not my bf,
ur not my path im walkin im walkin in my own prettie world.
i cnt accpt the fact that,by 3rd day,
u told me u havea relationship wit a gurl.
ouhkies it fine.thn why u still wanna contact me?
u know im bored enough to wait for ur kol everytime,
everyday.but i know its almost impossible.
u have to accompany ur gf ma, she says she doesnt mind.
are u sure?say she understands more thn me go ahead larhzs,
keep hurting me, its onlii making me move on.
seriouslly shit ouhkies.i should have left u earlier but,
i jus cnt bare to leave u w/o me. cos im still in love wit you,
wen i bear those hurtful thingys from you.u say u hate me,
wat for u tell me?im moving on,
i wanna know more fwens more caring, jus lyk my gfs ard me.
jus lyke those bfs ard me.now i realize i'll live w/o you,
i can be happii, somehow im still sad and mis you,
but theres a way to let me know,
i can be strong enough for myself.im here to wish you,
happy relationship and be a loving couple longer thn we had.
forget all those past thing, let jus be fwens.
i know it not hard for u to forget all the past.
but don forget my b'dae.my heart will welcome u to celebrate
or company me.im gonna have the last tears frm my eye.
and no more becos of you.
i wanna let u know somehow those past u makin me moody,
i still love you, cos i don wanna lose you.
all becos im always in love wit you.im gonna live w/o you,
but time heals everything. ps. takecares always.
need help, come and search for me, if i can help.
i will.never say no to helping you, im not selfish.
and do take care of her kkz.

R.I.P

About my blogger.

Ok, i know ppl out there are
talking about my english was sux.
hmm, well
i was just typing my singlish alright.
i use to it, so sorry kkz.
But, what thing related to you
guys, that posting on a blogger
name JASON. im in moody of
my problem, and yet
people out there are keeping,
gosip about me on my tag.
PLEASE!! think before saying can.
it was my problem to type those
languages ouhkies,
and im not malay, im look
alike, but im not ok.
it my blogger, up to what i wanted
to type on it can??.
isnt my choice to type on
my OWN blogger, i didnt
use ur blogger to conversation
with other blogger what.
I being stress about what im
thinking of. cnt u guy, spare me
a way that what i wanted to write.
if there have any problem that dont
understand, ask me striaght away ouhkies.
just a please.if u guys wanted to write
something, cnt u write those friendly ways
than asking me to write proper eng
and pls alright, do write ur own name
and url, so i can know who the want
no need to scare, and i dont think
u guy are. so aint we can make friend
thn putting arrow to my blogger
with bloodless way round alright.
THANKYOU!.